Thursday, April 03, 2003
The Antenna banner was happily, a great success. I always get such a buzz from making them and the praise they recieve. It is way cool and I enjoy every bit of making them
I just wish...If only there was more demand for such things, I could set up my own business, become independant...
Virtimin2k and I are also taking on the role of promoters and hiring a club to put on a breakbeat/hiphop night at the end of May. It's a financial gamble, but very exciting and another exciting possible future, although I am deeply troubled that this area might take off just as soon as I have to stay indoors for the next two or three years.
The more I think about it, the more I just cant see me getting any real support with X, until Vee is old enough to babysit, hence the two or three years, I suppose Vee and Aces dad will help, but I certainly wont be able to rely on it. I've had so much freedom for so long now, I am really worried about my confinement. I've also begun to think about the birth itself. Statistically, I am likely to be alone when labour starts, and this worries me greatly. The possiblities of false alarms pissing off Xes' dad. Hes just not very giving, and will resent it, me, when what I will really need is for him to stay with me around the time of the due date. I'm too scared even to mention this to him, for he is sure to say it is impossible.
I just wish...If only there was more demand for such things, I could set up my own business, become independant...
Virtimin2k and I are also taking on the role of promoters and hiring a club to put on a breakbeat/hiphop night at the end of May. It's a financial gamble, but very exciting and another exciting possible future, although I am deeply troubled that this area might take off just as soon as I have to stay indoors for the next two or three years.
The more I think about it, the more I just cant see me getting any real support with X, until Vee is old enough to babysit, hence the two or three years, I suppose Vee and Aces dad will help, but I certainly wont be able to rely on it. I've had so much freedom for so long now, I am really worried about my confinement. I've also begun to think about the birth itself. Statistically, I am likely to be alone when labour starts, and this worries me greatly. The possiblities of false alarms pissing off Xes' dad. Hes just not very giving, and will resent it, me, when what I will really need is for him to stay with me around the time of the due date. I'm too scared even to mention this to him, for he is sure to say it is impossible.
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