I'm just going to have to trust you completely...

It's midnight. Many of my friends are at Vitamin2k's housewarming party, just up the road. I even bought a new outfit today, and yet I have no desire to be there. Have I lost my will to party?? I went out last night though and felt so lonley within a crowd, I just had to leave. I managed to appear positive, and thats what seems to matter. Unable to keep up the fascade with Xes dad this evening, on discovering he was due for a big comedown tomorrow, Just like, waiting all week to be together, only to face a twitchy, disinterested, sleepy, and inevitably bad tempered companion.

Went into Mothercare today and stared for a long time at the vibrating bouncy chairs.