Friday, July 18, 2003
Well, it appears that yesterdays attempt to blog failed.
Hmm...still having difficulties.
I'm feeling odd today. Started the week positive, but after 4 consecutive nights alone, little adult contact, I can feel myself dip.
If only I could learn to be perfectly happy and self contained by myself. I ask myself, why do I need other adults around me?
But then I realise that perhaps this is normal and what I am having to do; get on with life unaccompanied, might be considered difficult by anyone.
I just dont know.
And I cant speak of it it to Xes dad. It just causes aargument. But even if I manage not to speak, I still FEEL.
I cant seem to control that as much as I want.
Hmm...still having difficulties.
I'm feeling odd today. Started the week positive, but after 4 consecutive nights alone, little adult contact, I can feel myself dip.
If only I could learn to be perfectly happy and self contained by myself. I ask myself, why do I need other adults around me?
But then I realise that perhaps this is normal and what I am having to do; get on with life unaccompanied, might be considered difficult by anyone.
I just dont know.
And I cant speak of it it to Xes dad. It just causes aargument. But even if I manage not to speak, I still FEEL.
I cant seem to control that as much as I want.
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