Monday, September 15, 2003
TODAY X IS DUE.
My belly is so full. And right now, so tight.
I cried yesterday because it was so nearly all over. Very proberbly my last pregnancy.
Tonight, I am all alone in my flat.
Wondering and waiting. Practice contractions coming throughout the day and me unsure of the moment when Braxton hicks suddenly becomes LABOUR>
A Show, yes, thats what I'm waiting for, a show.
My waters breaking, and then, suddenly, I'll be in a new phase of my life.
The waiting will be over, and hard work begins in earnest.
I'm scared of single parenthood. Still I'm scared of bloody everything.
My belly is tight.
My belly is so full. And right now, so tight.
I cried yesterday because it was so nearly all over. Very proberbly my last pregnancy.
Tonight, I am all alone in my flat.
Wondering and waiting. Practice contractions coming throughout the day and me unsure of the moment when Braxton hicks suddenly becomes LABOUR>
A Show, yes, thats what I'm waiting for, a show.
My waters breaking, and then, suddenly, I'll be in a new phase of my life.
The waiting will be over, and hard work begins in earnest.
I'm scared of single parenthood. Still I'm scared of bloody everything.
My belly is tight.
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