I'm just going to have to trust you completely...

I got really angry at Xes dad toady. Didn't really slaap last night, Xes seemed to object to me lying down. Then toad, his dad promised he'd come visit. I phoned him to see what time to cook dinner, fool that I am, and he says he's not coming today anymore, but will come tomorow. I just explode with reeage.
The worst paart of it was, Vee was returning from his mates house, and said he could hear my shouting outside the block. I feel shit really.
And as ever, alone.