I'm just going to have to trust you completely...

I am inexplicably exhausted. Dragging my tired body through the day. Hective just popped around, very quickly mind, and after he left I felt a bit sad. He doesn't really talk to me any more, and the truth is, I miss him. Got to thinking that actually, I am dreading the wedding. It's like a loose-loose situation for me. Assuming the invite (reception only)actually arrives, then I kind of have to go, and I wonder how it will feel to be at your ex-husbands' wedding.

Still the curry is in the oven.