I'm just going to have to trust you completely...

I'd even considered not posting this, but since I promised I'd be truthful...
It just goes to show that I just cannot do this, with tobacco or weed in the house.
my will power is not strong enough. So I just made a little smoke, and lit it. There was no trigger, I just felt like one. I feel rotten,. I know I will return to it. I cant help myself, I am addicted. I managed two days out of a week. I have NO willpower.